The Adventures of a Hot Mess Mom

TW - Loss I've struggled to find the right words to explain these last couple weeks. I try so hard to be open and honest with this journey, because I know how it feels to walk it alone. Sometimes though, the truth behind the journey is painful and sharing it takes a lot of courage.… Continue reading “You were bigger than the whole sky . . .”

I'm a skeptic of all things that aren't concrete. I like having explanations for why things are the way they are. I struggle to accept signs sometimes. . . but I have found myself accepting that the following is a good sign and I'm going to embrace that. When we transferred Embryo Baby Fin our… Continue reading Little Darling. . .

"Strength doesn't come from what you can do. It comes from overcoming the things you once thought you couldn't."- Rikki Rogers I decided to go back and count how many injections I've given myself over the last 3 years. . . 205205 self administered injections. In my abdomen, my thighs, and my hips. You'd think… Continue reading Strength

I read this quote the other day. . . "The pain of infertility is not just about not getting pregnant when you hoped to. It's mourning the choices that were taken away. Of dreams that were supposed to unravel naturally. Being robbed of time that you thought you had. Moments stolen that you thought you'd… Continue reading The journey

Alright, it's been 2 years since I last took a shot at this blog stuff. Clearly it didn't go well last time, but I am prepared to kick this blogs a$$ this go around!I'm getting ready to start another IVF round, and my anxiety is RAGING! I need an outlet and somewhere to process all… Continue reading I’m back!